Thank youuuu 😁😁
Loll thank you 😁👌
It was natural and the birth wasn’t painful (for me) but the contractions where unbelievable !! If I was rich I will still have more than the other we plan to have.. Even if it’s painful it’s obviously worth it.. And of course I don’t see nothing wrong with the epidural..
That is also true
I wonder where you been!!! You totally understand me..! I don’t get down because of someone judging me when they don’t know what I’ve been thru and probably don’t look at their own life.. Might be because it’s easier to focus on others than on their own stuff..Thank you for the compliments I hope you can find and have everything you wish :)
Exactly!! Happy to be working and paying the bills!!
Right? I feel like I live in a different planet to the people of my age.. When I talk to them about important things I just don’t find nothing interesting in what they have to say
You see ? By written it all sounds different.. I didn’t meant that you meant that I don’t miss or need my family I was just explaining my situation now.. And not just to you but also to everyone that read this.. I do know what you mean because I did have a time when I was pregnant that I was afraid I was doing a bad thing bringing and innocent baby to this mean world and knowing that I won’t have always the chance to protect him from bad things and people.. But this is how it works.. I also understood you not wanting a family now but having it when you have a stability..
It does the most of time so probably yes.. Check this out.. I started to write to my now future mother in law by email.. She is an ex soldier of USA.. She is like 46 years old .. We both wrote this very long long emails talking about everything that could came to our mind and of course problems,stories etc.. And we socialize so easily that after a couple of mails we kind of knew each other already! She have never called me immature or arrogant or whatever.. She is actually one of the people who says that I’m very mature for my age.. And a lot of people who knows me in person tell me that so it may be something wrong with the internet!!.. Lol
They are long because I try to explain as much as I can to make myself clear.. Family for me is the n1 thing not just because of how I missed my parents presence but also because I think you can have a lot of things but at the end if you have everything but don’t have love.. What are you going to do with al that stuff..You didn’t give it or receive it.. Didn’t live it.. What’s the point of life? As I said people don’t know everything of my life.. I had said this before .. There’s not a lot of job opportunities here.. Italy have a huge economy crisis.. But you don’t know that cause you obviously don’t live here.. Now you know .. I came to find this job this summer because we have projects which I won’t tell here.. And I’ve been working for a month 10-12 hours at day (in August the hours will increase) with Riley at his grandma’s house here in Sardinia and Alex in Cuneo.. So right now we are all apart.. I’m doing right now the thing that I hate most and yet made me who I am today and made my dream real.. Which is .. stay away from my family like my mother did with me for a better future for us in an other place.. But.. In my case is just until august,otherwise I could have never come here.. I need my family too much to go on..I’m lost without them.. I’ve seen Riley 3 times since I’m here.. And Alex it’s finally coming next week which means we will see each other more often and anyways the job ends in20 days.. ( I’m also living with other people because that it’s how seasonal jobs works here)Finally!
Will have my family back.. Now you see my intention is not to be maintained and have my ass on the sofa all day.. In that case I would have married someone rich..
My grandparents are part if my everything.. I love them so much..
I feel lucky to have grandparents like them.. After almost 40 years or something of being married they are still so happy.. Still flirt with each other.. I want that so bad.. If I know what love is is because of them.. ❤️